Today, I sense God's helping hand in guiding me throughout the day.
Psalm 37 (NKJV)
23 The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD...
Heb 10 (NLT)
38 And my righteous ones will live by faith.
It seems that God is ordering my steps. Like the Bible says that God orders/guides the steps a good/righteous man. As usual, I commit my day to God, because often I wonder whether I can make it to finish what I need to do.
This morning, I plan to meet Agus at 11:30 to pass the key for his "Purpose Driven Life" discussion. At 10:30 I started to cook pasta at home for my lunch and dinner as well as prepare few things to bring to uni. Not only that I also boiled 2 eggs for my breakfast : ) I was quite panic coz it seems that I'll be late in meeting Him. Praise God, that Agus sms me to change the meeting time to 12:30...
Then, I modify my plan so that I can arrive city (Melb Ctrl) at 12, quickly pass Alpha DVD to Mark at his home and go to bld 57 (Lygon st) to print "Faith Church conference material" as well as to get a mini speaker for my "Purpose Driven Life" discussion before meeting Agus at 12:30 at RMIT Commonwealth bank. Quite a challenge plan for me : -)
However, the reality was that I met Mark at 12 in his home as planned. However, it's not as quick, coz I remember that I need to ask him something. He explained to me for about 10 mins. Suddenly, Elis came by to pick something from Mark's apartment. Praise God that I can ask her something re: her sheeps.
Then, I thought I just come to RMIT Commonwealth bank earlier to meet Agus, but praise God that on the way I met him as well as Allan. After that I go to my office and on the way, I met my friend John. He's on his way for lunch. Then, I just have lunch with him and providing a listening ear to him.
Now, I'm in my office writing this blog. I don't know what will happen next, but I believe God is with me.
Hope my experience can encourage you that God is with you too. He has the perfect order and timing for everyone, including you as you commit your day to Him.
Friday 7 September 2007
Sunday 8 July 2007
Day 68 "Mat 19:1-12"
>> Timeless Principles:
v11:
God graces individuals differently, therefore we shouldn't simply make generalisation. Each person should act according to personal conviction and not simply follow blindly.
>> Specific Words:
v11:
I shouldn't judge and compare people, because everyone has different level of faith according to God's grace.
Q1:
God seeks for lasting commitment between married couple (v6).
Q2:
Meditate on God's Words and obey it with the help of the Holy Spirit.
Q3:
2 Pet 1:6 says that godliness developed through perseverance. Thus, as we persevere in maintaining commitment in marriage life, we'll grow in godliness.
>> Applications:
- Don't judge and generalise people, each individual is unique.
- Grow in godliness through perseverance in all areas of life.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God that today He assured me again that He is with me from Ps 127:1, so I can be confident in my leadership. Since He's with me, I know that whatever circumstances I'm in, I'm in His will. He confirmed it with 1 salvation in the unit today.
- I planned not to sleep last nite, but couldn't make it. I slept at 4 and praise God that He woke me up at 9.25 so I could be on time to church.
v11:
God graces individuals differently, therefore we shouldn't simply make generalisation. Each person should act according to personal conviction and not simply follow blindly.
>> Specific Words:
v11:
I shouldn't judge and compare people, because everyone has different level of faith according to God's grace.
Q1:
God seeks for lasting commitment between married couple (v6).
Q2:
Meditate on God's Words and obey it with the help of the Holy Spirit.
Q3:
2 Pet 1:6 says that godliness developed through perseverance. Thus, as we persevere in maintaining commitment in marriage life, we'll grow in godliness.
>> Applications:
- Don't judge and generalise people, each individual is unique.
- Grow in godliness through perseverance in all areas of life.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God that today He assured me again that He is with me from Ps 127:1, so I can be confident in my leadership. Since He's with me, I know that whatever circumstances I'm in, I'm in His will. He confirmed it with 1 salvation in the unit today.
- I planned not to sleep last nite, but couldn't make it. I slept at 4 and praise God that He woke me up at 9.25 so I could be on time to church.
Thursday 5 July 2007
Day 65 "Mat 18:7-14"
>> Timeless Principles:
v7:
Jesus warns the people who cause other people to sin strongly. The devil is already at work in tempting us to sin, let's not cause additional temptation to others.
>> Specific Words:
v7:
I need to be careful that my life or action doesn't tempt people to sin.
Q1:
- It's better to lose one part of our body (v8-9) that causes us to sin, rather than go into hell.
- Sin can prevent us from entering God's kingdom, hence determine our eternity.
Q2:
Through my own sins and how God is treating me. There are bad habits in my life that are very hard to be given up too and I need His grace. Others also deserved similar grace.
Q3:
Allow me to go through life challenges that enable me to depend on Him more and prune my character.
>> Applications:
- Be careful with my action and life that may stumble others.
- Help others to experience God's grace through personal encounter with God.
v7:
Jesus warns the people who cause other people to sin strongly. The devil is already at work in tempting us to sin, let's not cause additional temptation to others.
>> Specific Words:
v7:
I need to be careful that my life or action doesn't tempt people to sin.
Q1:
- It's better to lose one part of our body (v8-9) that causes us to sin, rather than go into hell.
- Sin can prevent us from entering God's kingdom, hence determine our eternity.
Q2:
Through my own sins and how God is treating me. There are bad habits in my life that are very hard to be given up too and I need His grace. Others also deserved similar grace.
Q3:
Allow me to go through life challenges that enable me to depend on Him more and prune my character.
>> Applications:
- Be careful with my action and life that may stumble others.
- Help others to experience God's grace through personal encounter with God.
Wednesday 4 July 2007
Day 64 "Mat 18:1-6"
>> Timeless Principles:
v4:
Jesus said that in order to be the greatest in the kingdom of heaven, we need to humbe ourselves to learn and be like little children (childlike). God would like us to be childlike, because children are trusting by nature, humble since they are weak and dependent and have sincere hearts.
>> Specific Words:
v4:
God wants me to develop this childlike faith & characteristics in my personal life.
Q1:
Due to the nature of children that God would like to see in the disciples (adults) lives too, such as sincere trust in God, fully reliance on God, and humility.
Q2:
- Some, those who are more mature in faith are more humble (more childlike).
- 1 on 1 discipleship and be brothers & sisters keeper so we have a sense of responsibility of one another's life.
Q3:
My initial motives were not too good in the beginning (desire to be the greatest just like the disciples). But I can sense that God's allowing the trial and challenges in my life to test my heart and my eagerness to serve (1 Pet 5:2) as well as to purify my motives. I praise God for what He's doing in humbling me.
>> Applications:
- Grow in childlike characters
- Allow God to humble me to be childlike and rejoice in it.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Just before I read this passage, I spotted one book in my shelf (gift from a church friend). Then, I just reminded about this person who gave me this gift. This person used to give me bday gift consistently, but it has stopped now. I think when I first met this person, few years ago, this person really admired my zeal for God, and it's probably not anymore today. If it really happen this way, I'll understand. Since that time, I experience so many challenges (still waiting for breakthrough) in my personal lives and ministry, that I myself even lose confidence (self esteem) that outwardly my zeal seems drop (not as gung ho as before). Praise God that He always lift my inward zeal for Him during discouragement. After thinking about it, I praise God that He's pruning my life, help me to be a humble person. Not only that, He confirmed this thought by talking to me through the passage today. Is it a coincidence or destiny?
v4:
Jesus said that in order to be the greatest in the kingdom of heaven, we need to humbe ourselves to learn and be like little children (childlike). God would like us to be childlike, because children are trusting by nature, humble since they are weak and dependent and have sincere hearts.
>> Specific Words:
v4:
God wants me to develop this childlike faith & characteristics in my personal life.
Q1:
Due to the nature of children that God would like to see in the disciples (adults) lives too, such as sincere trust in God, fully reliance on God, and humility.
Q2:
- Some, those who are more mature in faith are more humble (more childlike).
- 1 on 1 discipleship and be brothers & sisters keeper so we have a sense of responsibility of one another's life.
Q3:
My initial motives were not too good in the beginning (desire to be the greatest just like the disciples). But I can sense that God's allowing the trial and challenges in my life to test my heart and my eagerness to serve (1 Pet 5:2) as well as to purify my motives. I praise God for what He's doing in humbling me.
>> Applications:
- Grow in childlike characters
- Allow God to humble me to be childlike and rejoice in it.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Just before I read this passage, I spotted one book in my shelf (gift from a church friend). Then, I just reminded about this person who gave me this gift. This person used to give me bday gift consistently, but it has stopped now. I think when I first met this person, few years ago, this person really admired my zeal for God, and it's probably not anymore today. If it really happen this way, I'll understand. Since that time, I experience so many challenges (still waiting for breakthrough) in my personal lives and ministry, that I myself even lose confidence (self esteem) that outwardly my zeal seems drop (not as gung ho as before). Praise God that He always lift my inward zeal for Him during discouragement. After thinking about it, I praise God that He's pruning my life, help me to be a humble person. Not only that, He confirmed this thought by talking to me through the passage today. Is it a coincidence or destiny?
Friday 15 June 2007
Day 45 "Mat 12:15-21"
>> Timeless Principles:
v20:
Jesus acted instead of reacted. He flowed with God fully according to His timing. No matter what situation He might be in (e.g. danger - v14), He trusted God's leading. We need to grow in our faith in God, so that we can still have peace in a turbulent situation, rather than get anxious.
>> Specific Words:
v20:
I need to grow in my trust in God, so that I can act rather than react when circumstances are challenges.
Q1:
- Jesus' action was according to the prophecy in the Bible (Isa 42:1-4).
- The King ensures justice (v20) and provides security for the nations (v21).
Q2:
- Yes, with gentleness and compassion (Gal 6:1).
- Firstly, show the principles from God's Words and the practical application. Secondly, help the person to see how his action is not according to godly principles. Thirdly, give direction of how to overcome or change.
Q3:
God loves us very much, so He'll certainly guide and protect us. However, we must be willing to listen and obey to experience the deliverance (Rom 8:14).
>> Applications:
- Grow in faith to avoid being reactive over a difficult circumstances.
- Walk closely with God to allow Him to bring deliverance in danger situations.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Seeking God almost the whole night to help me to set goal for the 40 days purpose, yet not response yet. However, I was really encouraged by the perseverance of Jacob when wrestling with God, the patience of Habakkuk in waiting upon God and lastly the faith of Enoch in earnestly seeking God.
- This morning during shphd w Mark, I asked him Qs abt my career opportunity. I believe that I asked out of fear. Praise God that He encr me to trust God daily and focus more building His Kingdom. Moreover, even today passage is also very relevant for my situation. Praise God too that God speak daily in my life. Praise God that indeed He knows and understands. I just have to trust Him daily.
v20:
Jesus acted instead of reacted. He flowed with God fully according to His timing. No matter what situation He might be in (e.g. danger - v14), He trusted God's leading. We need to grow in our faith in God, so that we can still have peace in a turbulent situation, rather than get anxious.
>> Specific Words:
v20:
I need to grow in my trust in God, so that I can act rather than react when circumstances are challenges.
Q1:
- Jesus' action was according to the prophecy in the Bible (Isa 42:1-4).
- The King ensures justice (v20) and provides security for the nations (v21).
Q2:
- Yes, with gentleness and compassion (Gal 6:1).
- Firstly, show the principles from God's Words and the practical application. Secondly, help the person to see how his action is not according to godly principles. Thirdly, give direction of how to overcome or change.
Q3:
God loves us very much, so He'll certainly guide and protect us. However, we must be willing to listen and obey to experience the deliverance (Rom 8:14).
>> Applications:
- Grow in faith to avoid being reactive over a difficult circumstances.
- Walk closely with God to allow Him to bring deliverance in danger situations.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Seeking God almost the whole night to help me to set goal for the 40 days purpose, yet not response yet. However, I was really encouraged by the perseverance of Jacob when wrestling with God, the patience of Habakkuk in waiting upon God and lastly the faith of Enoch in earnestly seeking God.
- This morning during shphd w Mark, I asked him Qs abt my career opportunity. I believe that I asked out of fear. Praise God that He encr me to trust God daily and focus more building His Kingdom. Moreover, even today passage is also very relevant for my situation. Praise God too that God speak daily in my life. Praise God that indeed He knows and understands. I just have to trust Him daily.
Friday 8 June 2007
Day 38 "Mat 10:32-42"
>> Timeless Principles:
v39:
Jesus said that the true meaning of life will be found when we give our lives up for Him. Focusing only on earthly living may cause us to miss God's best plan for our lives. Not only that, many people have realised (sadly, often it's only happen when they're on their death bed) that the earthly rewards only satisfy them temporary, the more they have it, the more empty they feel. Indeed, the true meaning of life should come from God, the Author of life Himself and we need to come to Him in order to find out the meaning & purpose of our lives.
>> Specific Words:
v39:
It's a simple concept, yet very hard to act. I need to continually draw near to God and ask for His help that I can be willing to give my life up more for Him, so that I may find and experience the true meaning of life.
Q1:
- Jesus wants His disciples to be fully committed to Him.
- He implied to the hearer that He is God. Putting Jesus above everything else in our lives is an expression of our worship to Him.
Q2:
- God's Words is like a mirror for me (Jam 1:23-25). Whenever I read it, I reflect on myself whether I've been obedience to it. Furthermore, it's only by the power of Holy Spirit we can obey God's Words in its entirety. Therefore, I need to always come to His Words with humility, fear and trembling. In humility means knowing how I am according to God's standard and it always help me not to be proud of myself or to judge/look down on others. After looking at God's Words, I realised how much I need to change to be like Him and how much I need the power of the Holy Spirit to help me to change. In fear and trembling means knowing that God has the power to judge those who rebel or are disobedient to Him. It helps me realise that I have to obey His Words, not legalistically to attain salvation, but out of my knowledge of Him, the Judge and King of this world.
- A humble attitude helps me to realise how much I need Him to help me and prevent me to have pride and judge others.
Q3:
I believe God wants me to grow more in commitment to Him. Even, two weeks ago I received a prophecy from Jn 12:24-25 -> I need to be like a kernel of wheat who fall to the ground and die in order to bear fruits.
>> Applications:
- Draw near to God and rely on Holy Spirit to be able to give my life more to Him, so that I can experience and discover the true meaning of my life.
- Come to God with humility, fear and trembling to be changed more.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- This morning I was a bit worried with many things, e.g. wet clothes due to cold weather, budgeting contingency plan, not promising results for my thesis, etc.... At the end, I felt that my joy and peace were robbed from me. It makes me realise that it's my right to have that peace, joy, love, kindness, etc.. (Gal 5:22-23) but I can allow them to leave me if I'm worry, i.e. not careful with my thoughts.. Praise God that as I commit every matter to Him, His presence is filling my life again.
v39:
Jesus said that the true meaning of life will be found when we give our lives up for Him. Focusing only on earthly living may cause us to miss God's best plan for our lives. Not only that, many people have realised (sadly, often it's only happen when they're on their death bed) that the earthly rewards only satisfy them temporary, the more they have it, the more empty they feel. Indeed, the true meaning of life should come from God, the Author of life Himself and we need to come to Him in order to find out the meaning & purpose of our lives.
>> Specific Words:
v39:
It's a simple concept, yet very hard to act. I need to continually draw near to God and ask for His help that I can be willing to give my life up more for Him, so that I may find and experience the true meaning of life.
Q1:
- Jesus wants His disciples to be fully committed to Him.
- He implied to the hearer that He is God. Putting Jesus above everything else in our lives is an expression of our worship to Him.
Q2:
- God's Words is like a mirror for me (Jam 1:23-25). Whenever I read it, I reflect on myself whether I've been obedience to it. Furthermore, it's only by the power of Holy Spirit we can obey God's Words in its entirety. Therefore, I need to always come to His Words with humility, fear and trembling. In humility means knowing how I am according to God's standard and it always help me not to be proud of myself or to judge/look down on others. After looking at God's Words, I realised how much I need to change to be like Him and how much I need the power of the Holy Spirit to help me to change. In fear and trembling means knowing that God has the power to judge those who rebel or are disobedient to Him. It helps me realise that I have to obey His Words, not legalistically to attain salvation, but out of my knowledge of Him, the Judge and King of this world.
- A humble attitude helps me to realise how much I need Him to help me and prevent me to have pride and judge others.
Q3:
I believe God wants me to grow more in commitment to Him. Even, two weeks ago I received a prophecy from Jn 12:24-25 -> I need to be like a kernel of wheat who fall to the ground and die in order to bear fruits.
>> Applications:
- Draw near to God and rely on Holy Spirit to be able to give my life more to Him, so that I can experience and discover the true meaning of my life.
- Come to God with humility, fear and trembling to be changed more.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- This morning I was a bit worried with many things, e.g. wet clothes due to cold weather, budgeting contingency plan, not promising results for my thesis, etc.... At the end, I felt that my joy and peace were robbed from me. It makes me realise that it's my right to have that peace, joy, love, kindness, etc.. (Gal 5:22-23) but I can allow them to leave me if I'm worry, i.e. not careful with my thoughts.. Praise God that as I commit every matter to Him, His presence is filling my life again.
Thursday 7 June 2007
Day 37 "Mat 10:21-31"
>> Timeless Principles:
v23:
Jesus assured the disciples that the help will come quickly in the time of persecution, and they need to keep persevere. We can be very impatient when difficult and challenging time arise, yet Jesus assures us for deliverance before it's too late.
>> Specific Words:
v23:
I need to keep persevering in difficult times through holding on God's promises for deliverance.
Q1:
- Jesus encouraged them to persevere, because God knew and He cared for them. He even promised deliverance when the persecution time arise. Jesus also reminded them the risk or consequences to be His followers to prepare the disciples for the difficult times.
- They're equipped in their heart & mind preparation as well as practical instructions of what to do during those challenging situations.
Q2:
It reminded me that God is more powerful than anything else. He has the power to deliver and judge. His blessings and judgments have eternal consequences, while others are only temporary.
Q3:
- Our courage comes by knowing that God is by our side. He cares and will deliver in His appointed time.
- Knowing God more to help increase faith and confidence that God is with me. Furthermore, in difficult times I need to come closer to God to sense & experience His presence, strength rather than be discouraged or have self pity.
>> Applications:
- Draw near to God at all times, especially during difficult times to help me to persevere in following Him.
- Continue to meditate on God's Words since during persecution time, only His Words that can help me to persevere.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Quite tired today, coz didn't really sleep last nite. I stayed overnite in the Bundoora campus. I haven't got a proper results too for my thesis analysis. I've been trying this many years and hours. However, God encouraged me through Isa 40:31 last nite, that if I continue to hope in Him (not relying on my strength), God will continue to renew me, help me to go on. So, I'll just continue to do whatever I know I need to do and hope in God at the same time.
v23:
Jesus assured the disciples that the help will come quickly in the time of persecution, and they need to keep persevere. We can be very impatient when difficult and challenging time arise, yet Jesus assures us for deliverance before it's too late.
>> Specific Words:
v23:
I need to keep persevering in difficult times through holding on God's promises for deliverance.
Q1:
- Jesus encouraged them to persevere, because God knew and He cared for them. He even promised deliverance when the persecution time arise. Jesus also reminded them the risk or consequences to be His followers to prepare the disciples for the difficult times.
- They're equipped in their heart & mind preparation as well as practical instructions of what to do during those challenging situations.
Q2:
It reminded me that God is more powerful than anything else. He has the power to deliver and judge. His blessings and judgments have eternal consequences, while others are only temporary.
Q3:
- Our courage comes by knowing that God is by our side. He cares and will deliver in His appointed time.
- Knowing God more to help increase faith and confidence that God is with me. Furthermore, in difficult times I need to come closer to God to sense & experience His presence, strength rather than be discouraged or have self pity.
>> Applications:
- Draw near to God at all times, especially during difficult times to help me to persevere in following Him.
- Continue to meditate on God's Words since during persecution time, only His Words that can help me to persevere.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Quite tired today, coz didn't really sleep last nite. I stayed overnite in the Bundoora campus. I haven't got a proper results too for my thesis analysis. I've been trying this many years and hours. However, God encouraged me through Isa 40:31 last nite, that if I continue to hope in Him (not relying on my strength), God will continue to renew me, help me to go on. So, I'll just continue to do whatever I know I need to do and hope in God at the same time.
Wednesday 6 June 2007
Day 36 "Mat 10:11-20"
>> Timeless Principles:
v11:
Jesus asked the disciples to search for a "worthy" person and stayed with him. I believe the "worthy" person simply means somebody who is willing to be used by God for His purpose. Criterias of a "worthy" person are FAT (Faithful, Available, Teachable).
>> Specific Words:
v11:
I'm inspired to be a "worthy" person too. There is no greater privilege than to be used by the King of kings. May God use me more (Ps 84:10).
Q1:
- In His instruction, Jesus directs, warns and encourages.
- Through discipleship, He multiplied Himself in order to do outreach faster and further.
Q2:
- I'm ready and has the burden, therefore I enjoy in answering the questions by the "seekers".
- I need to improve more in the "good deeds" evangelism. People want to see the reality of God's love too through our lives. I believe that I need to see more role model in order to improve (give me some ideas of what & how to do).
Q3:
To put everything in the perspective of God, i.e. to do everything that can advance His Kingdom (Mat 6:33; Col 3:23-24).
>> Applications:
- Be Faithful, Available and Teachable to be a "worthy" person.
- Learn and practice "good deeds" evangelism for outreach.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- This morning Novy and I bought hot drinks in "Baguette" @ Flinders st station. I was so inspired with the efficiency of one of the lady worker. She was very alert, friendly and quick, yet excellent in serving customers (busy period too). I realised that often I was very slow, inefficient and ineffective in my work and life. May God help me to improve to be like this lady worker. I was amazed too of how we can learn and listen to God in an ordinary day to day circumstances, if we're just open and in tune with Him.
v11:
Jesus asked the disciples to search for a "worthy" person and stayed with him. I believe the "worthy" person simply means somebody who is willing to be used by God for His purpose. Criterias of a "worthy" person are FAT (Faithful, Available, Teachable).
>> Specific Words:
v11:
I'm inspired to be a "worthy" person too. There is no greater privilege than to be used by the King of kings. May God use me more (Ps 84:10).
Q1:
- In His instruction, Jesus directs, warns and encourages.
- Through discipleship, He multiplied Himself in order to do outreach faster and further.
Q2:
- I'm ready and has the burden, therefore I enjoy in answering the questions by the "seekers".
- I need to improve more in the "good deeds" evangelism. People want to see the reality of God's love too through our lives. I believe that I need to see more role model in order to improve (give me some ideas of what & how to do).
Q3:
To put everything in the perspective of God, i.e. to do everything that can advance His Kingdom (Mat 6:33; Col 3:23-24).
>> Applications:
- Be Faithful, Available and Teachable to be a "worthy" person.
- Learn and practice "good deeds" evangelism for outreach.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- This morning Novy and I bought hot drinks in "Baguette" @ Flinders st station. I was so inspired with the efficiency of one of the lady worker. She was very alert, friendly and quick, yet excellent in serving customers (busy period too). I realised that often I was very slow, inefficient and ineffective in my work and life. May God help me to improve to be like this lady worker. I was amazed too of how we can learn and listen to God in an ordinary day to day circumstances, if we're just open and in tune with Him.
Monday 4 June 2007
Day 34 "Mat 9:27-38"
>> Timeless Principles:
v29:
God's blessings will come to us in accordance with our faith. The blind men faith were expressed through their perseverance by keep following Jesus, even until a specific place (...gone indoors...). Our actions reveal our faith and it determines how much blessings we will/can receive from God.
>> Specific Words:
v29:
May God help me to grow in faith as it determines how much blessings I can receive from Him.
Q1:
The blind men recognised the Messiah through the 'eyes of faith' not 'natural eyes'. Many people saw Jesus through 'natural eyes' instead of their 'eyes of faith.
Q2:
- Lack of fruitfulness, ineffectiveness, struggling with sins or temptation.
- Lack of faith. I need to grow to be like the blind men. They had faith that Jesus was their only solution, hence they followed Jesus until He responded to their call. Finally, they receive the rewards of their faith, i.e. the healing. I need to have faith in Jesus by keep calling upon Him until the deliverance come.
Q3:
I just need to do what I can do and commit the rest to God. As l learn to surrender to God, He'll enable me to sense and experience His presence. In this way, I can be courageous, even in the midst of 'stormy' situations.
>> Applications:
- Receive the Words intake and exercise obedience to the Words to grow in faith.
- Surrender everything to God so that I can sense His presence to enable me to be courageous in going through life challenges.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God I could wake up early today so that I could start early. Praise God for Novy's influence in my life. As I try to catch the same train everyday to follow her to go to work, I can be more discipline in my life.
v29:
God's blessings will come to us in accordance with our faith. The blind men faith were expressed through their perseverance by keep following Jesus, even until a specific place (...gone indoors...). Our actions reveal our faith and it determines how much blessings we will/can receive from God.
>> Specific Words:
v29:
May God help me to grow in faith as it determines how much blessings I can receive from Him.
Q1:
The blind men recognised the Messiah through the 'eyes of faith' not 'natural eyes'. Many people saw Jesus through 'natural eyes' instead of their 'eyes of faith.
Q2:
- Lack of fruitfulness, ineffectiveness, struggling with sins or temptation.
- Lack of faith. I need to grow to be like the blind men. They had faith that Jesus was their only solution, hence they followed Jesus until He responded to their call. Finally, they receive the rewards of their faith, i.e. the healing. I need to have faith in Jesus by keep calling upon Him until the deliverance come.
Q3:
I just need to do what I can do and commit the rest to God. As l learn to surrender to God, He'll enable me to sense and experience His presence. In this way, I can be courageous, even in the midst of 'stormy' situations.
>> Applications:
- Receive the Words intake and exercise obedience to the Words to grow in faith.
- Surrender everything to God so that I can sense His presence to enable me to be courageous in going through life challenges.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God I could wake up early today so that I could start early. Praise God for Novy's influence in my life. As I try to catch the same train everyday to follow her to go to work, I can be more discipline in my life.
Sunday 3 June 2007
Day 33 "Mat 9:18-26"
>> Timeless Principles:
v24:
Jesus knew that He's able to raise the child to life again. He acted as if the child was already healed and alive. Our faith is expressed through our actions. For example, we need to act as if our prayers are already answered, if we have faith that God answers our prayers.
>> Specific Words:
v24:
I need to act according to God's Words as an expression of my faith on His Words, even though I don't feel like it or when my circumstances are seemed to contradict the Bible.
Q1:
Jesus responded with compassion (v22) despite his hectic schedule.
Q2:
Practically, I need to allow flexibility in my schedule so that I can always be available. However, God will also always enable us to meet the needs of the people in any circumstances if we are willing to be used by Him (2 Cor 9:8).
Q3:
Currently, I feel that I'm still caring with the same amount of people as last year. However, I can sense that God is training me to continually be faithful with what I have (Be faithful in small things in order to be faithful in greater things - Mat 25:21). He also allow this time of stretching to enlarge my heart and ability to take more responsibilities.
>> Applications:
- Think, speak and act according to God's Words as an expression of faith.
- Rely upon God's grace to enable me to meet people needs in any circumstances (2 Cor 9:8).
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God for Stefan who shared to me how he felt about my leadership during Time Out. His opennes allowed me to see my weakness. Areas to be improved include overcoming timidity through reliance on God (2 Tim 1:7) - exactly what God spoke to me through OC 07 and Ps Stephen's prophecy few years ago, skills to utilise team members strength for enhanced team work and be an opportunist.
v24:
Jesus knew that He's able to raise the child to life again. He acted as if the child was already healed and alive. Our faith is expressed through our actions. For example, we need to act as if our prayers are already answered, if we have faith that God answers our prayers.
>> Specific Words:
v24:
I need to act according to God's Words as an expression of my faith on His Words, even though I don't feel like it or when my circumstances are seemed to contradict the Bible.
Q1:
Jesus responded with compassion (v22) despite his hectic schedule.
Q2:
Practically, I need to allow flexibility in my schedule so that I can always be available. However, God will also always enable us to meet the needs of the people in any circumstances if we are willing to be used by Him (2 Cor 9:8).
Q3:
Currently, I feel that I'm still caring with the same amount of people as last year. However, I can sense that God is training me to continually be faithful with what I have (Be faithful in small things in order to be faithful in greater things - Mat 25:21). He also allow this time of stretching to enlarge my heart and ability to take more responsibilities.
>> Applications:
- Think, speak and act according to God's Words as an expression of faith.
- Rely upon God's grace to enable me to meet people needs in any circumstances (2 Cor 9:8).
>> Spiritual Experiences:
- Praise God for Stefan who shared to me how he felt about my leadership during Time Out. His opennes allowed me to see my weakness. Areas to be improved include overcoming timidity through reliance on God (2 Tim 1:7) - exactly what God spoke to me through OC 07 and Ps Stephen's prophecy few years ago, skills to utilise team members strength for enhanced team work and be an opportunist.
Wednesday 30 May 2007
Day 29 "Mat 8:1-13"
>> Timeless Principles:
v10:
Jesus was astonished to the respond of the centurion (his faith). The only way to please God is through faith in Him. Have we astonished God with our faith???
>> Specific Words:
v10:
May God help me to grow in faith that I may please Him more.
Q1:
The people came to Jesus with their unmet needs and had faith that Jesus could deliver.
Q2:
We believe that the church must be multicultural. God will bring every ethnic groups to His church. Pray about this promises, be a multicultural person and reach out to any culture.
Q3:
I need to grow in faith more so that I can please God more.
>> Applications:
- Grow in faith through reading & obedience to His Words.
- Grow to be a multicultural person and reach out as a sign of our faith in His promises to bring more ppl from every corner of the world.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
v10:
Jesus was astonished to the respond of the centurion (his faith). The only way to please God is through faith in Him. Have we astonished God with our faith???
>> Specific Words:
v10:
May God help me to grow in faith that I may please Him more.
Q1:
The people came to Jesus with their unmet needs and had faith that Jesus could deliver.
Q2:
We believe that the church must be multicultural. God will bring every ethnic groups to His church. Pray about this promises, be a multicultural person and reach out to any culture.
Q3:
I need to grow in faith more so that I can please God more.
>> Applications:
- Grow in faith through reading & obedience to His Words.
- Grow to be a multicultural person and reach out as a sign of our faith in His promises to bring more ppl from every corner of the world.
>> Spiritual Experiences:
Thursday 24 May 2007
Day 23 "Mat 6:16-18"
>> Timeless Principles:
v17:
Jesus would like us to fast secretly before God with a pure motivation, rather than as a show off. It's also applicable generally when we serve God. We don't need to show other ppl that we serve God very hard, instead we need to have a pure motivation (love God & love ppl) and put a very joyful face.
>> Specific Words:
v17:
I should not show a very tired face when I serve God, though I really tired physically. By God's grace, I need to show joyful face expression as I serve God very hard (faithfully). Anyway, serving God should be very easy (Mat 11:29).
Q1:
Often people gain self confidence / dignity from what ppl say about them. We need to gain self acceptance, confidence and dignity from God's Words (our true identity). Hence, the religious ppl in Jesus time served God with the wrong motives.
Q2:
- To seek God, to humble myself, to learn self discipline and self control.
- Usually I fast before CG or evax, however currently none as I find I have so much work to do. Need God's help to start my regular fast again : ).
- Fasting taught me to be dependence on God more.
Q3:
God desires me to be able to spend time to seek Him, rather than just to go without meals.
>> Applications:
- Serve God with pure motives & continually show joyful face by God's grace to encourage others.
- Ask God to help to start again regular fast so I can seek Him more.
>> Spiritual experiences:
- I slept possibly only abt 2 hrs last nite coz I have a deadline for my thesis. Praise God that though this week still have lots of casual (~10 hrs), somehow I managed to increase my references for Lit Review from 44 to 69. I was amazed myself, though due to deadline, I just assume for some of the ref. I didn't read as thorough. Hope that deadline can help me more to be effective and efficient, excellent yet not perfectionist.
- Praise God for His joy in my heart, though I'm physically tired. I felt my head is just floating in the air.. Caffeine effect?? I drank 3 cups of coffee yest....
v17:
Jesus would like us to fast secretly before God with a pure motivation, rather than as a show off. It's also applicable generally when we serve God. We don't need to show other ppl that we serve God very hard, instead we need to have a pure motivation (love God & love ppl) and put a very joyful face.
>> Specific Words:
v17:
I should not show a very tired face when I serve God, though I really tired physically. By God's grace, I need to show joyful face expression as I serve God very hard (faithfully). Anyway, serving God should be very easy (Mat 11:29).
Q1:
Often people gain self confidence / dignity from what ppl say about them. We need to gain self acceptance, confidence and dignity from God's Words (our true identity). Hence, the religious ppl in Jesus time served God with the wrong motives.
Q2:
- To seek God, to humble myself, to learn self discipline and self control.
- Usually I fast before CG or evax, however currently none as I find I have so much work to do. Need God's help to start my regular fast again : ).
- Fasting taught me to be dependence on God more.
Q3:
God desires me to be able to spend time to seek Him, rather than just to go without meals.
>> Applications:
- Serve God with pure motives & continually show joyful face by God's grace to encourage others.
- Ask God to help to start again regular fast so I can seek Him more.
>> Spiritual experiences:
- I slept possibly only abt 2 hrs last nite coz I have a deadline for my thesis. Praise God that though this week still have lots of casual (~10 hrs), somehow I managed to increase my references for Lit Review from 44 to 69. I was amazed myself, though due to deadline, I just assume for some of the ref. I didn't read as thorough. Hope that deadline can help me more to be effective and efficient, excellent yet not perfectionist.
- Praise God for His joy in my heart, though I'm physically tired. I felt my head is just floating in the air.. Caffeine effect?? I drank 3 cups of coffee yest....
Wednesday 23 May 2007
Day 22 "Mat 6:9-15"
>> Timeless Principles:
v13:
We need to rely on God to overcome temptation, hence we should pray to God to give us strength (1 Cor 10:13).
>> Specific Words:
v13:
I need to pray to God continuously/be alert in order to overcome temptation (1 Pet 5:8-9). If I rely on myself alone, I'll keep failing.
Q1:
- We can ask God to establish His kingdom on earth through prayer, therefore prayer ushers God's kingdom on earth.
- We can improve this fallen world by praying for the coming of God's kingdom, because it'll usher more of God's presence and authority in this world.
Q2:
- Usually I ask God to search my heart (Ps 139:23-24) to reveal to me areas in my life that is not pleasing to Him. I also try to solve conflicts as fast as possible (Mat 18:15-17).
Q3:
I realised that I haven't really ask God for His strength to help me to overcome temptation. I've been relying on my strength alone, hence often can be a bit more legalistic and lose the joy. Jesus' teaching inspired me to be conscious in asking for God's protection and help continuously (Mark 14:38).
>> Applications:
- Pray continually to God and be alert to be able to overcome temptation (1 Pet 5:8-9, Mark 14:28)
- Pray to usher God's kingdom on this fallen world
>> Spiritual experiences:
- Last nite I felt a bit discouraged coz I found it hard to understand the concept of CTE. I really would like to submit my Lit Review by tomorrow & yet I still didn't understand the most important concept for my thesis. However, I just spoke out the verses and try to memorise it too. I didn't want to give up so easily. I'd like to be more determine to finish what I've to do, coz every struggle in life is God's opportunity to help me grow. I remember the time when I was still in high school that I almost usually fight from behind everytime I was losing in a sport competition. I found that I had much more determination than today. Hope that as I meditate on God's Words more, I can be more determine as a person, hence experience more victories in life.
- Praise God that Elis & Pearline were willing to help out to do the duties for Fri CG. It's my fault that I hadn't sent the roster earlier. May God help me more... : )
v13:
We need to rely on God to overcome temptation, hence we should pray to God to give us strength (1 Cor 10:13).
>> Specific Words:
v13:
I need to pray to God continuously/be alert in order to overcome temptation (1 Pet 5:8-9). If I rely on myself alone, I'll keep failing.
Q1:
- We can ask God to establish His kingdom on earth through prayer, therefore prayer ushers God's kingdom on earth.
- We can improve this fallen world by praying for the coming of God's kingdom, because it'll usher more of God's presence and authority in this world.
Q2:
- Usually I ask God to search my heart (Ps 139:23-24) to reveal to me areas in my life that is not pleasing to Him. I also try to solve conflicts as fast as possible (Mat 18:15-17).
Q3:
I realised that I haven't really ask God for His strength to help me to overcome temptation. I've been relying on my strength alone, hence often can be a bit more legalistic and lose the joy. Jesus' teaching inspired me to be conscious in asking for God's protection and help continuously (Mark 14:38).
>> Applications:
- Pray continually to God and be alert to be able to overcome temptation (1 Pet 5:8-9, Mark 14:28)
- Pray to usher God's kingdom on this fallen world
>> Spiritual experiences:
- Last nite I felt a bit discouraged coz I found it hard to understand the concept of CTE. I really would like to submit my Lit Review by tomorrow & yet I still didn't understand the most important concept for my thesis. However, I just spoke out the verses and try to memorise it too. I didn't want to give up so easily. I'd like to be more determine to finish what I've to do, coz every struggle in life is God's opportunity to help me grow. I remember the time when I was still in high school that I almost usually fight from behind everytime I was losing in a sport competition. I found that I had much more determination than today. Hope that as I meditate on God's Words more, I can be more determine as a person, hence experience more victories in life.
- Praise God that Elis & Pearline were willing to help out to do the duties for Fri CG. It's my fault that I hadn't sent the roster earlier. May God help me more... : )
Tuesday 22 May 2007
Day 21 "Mat 6:1-8"
>> Timeless Principles:
v1: God rewards acts/deeds done in secret. If our motives are pure, we won't mind if people don't notice our actions at all.
>> Specific Words:
v1: I need to also focus on what I do in secret or when nobody sees, because it really shows whether I am truly God's disciple. To be consistent (not being a hypocrite), I need to be what I am whether people are around me or not.
Q1:
Religious devotion to God is an honourable position and also can increase their influences and statues before others. Jesus denounced this practice, because it means their motives are selfish, instead of out of love for God and men.
Q2:
- The first time I learned enjoyment in prayer was when I feel pressured and it forced me to keep prayer and be honest with God. As I learned to be honest with God, I discovered that God is a very loving and gentle God. He cares for me (1 Pet 5:7). I remembered the time when I lost words in my prayer and I only can pray in the Spirit (speak in tongue) and worship Him for who He is. And suddenly, He just touched my heart with the assurance that He is with me and He cares, then tears just overflowing in me.
- I have a place where I like to pray to seek God.. I like to go to gardens to pray, coz it helps me to see God's greatness through nature, such as trees, birds and skies. It gives me more peace too. In a room, often I find that the short ceiling seems blocking my eyest to see God's greatness. Another favourite place is of course my room, coz it's where I sleep and the reflection of my being and personality.
- The more I pray, I experience more public victory coz I rise up in faith after prayer.
Q3:
God encourages me to not just focus on what I need to do before men, though often it's not to glorify myself but out of my commitment as God's disciples. He also wants me to focus on what I do in secret. I need to live up according to what I teach (Jam 3:1, 1 Cor 9:27).
>> Applications:
- Be consistent in the way I live, with or without people around me.
- Be prayerful as private victory will lead to public victory.
>> Spiritual experiences:
- This morning I asked God to help me to have more self control. I was asking God for the verses about self control that I can memorise. Just as I do this devotional, I discovered great verses, 1 Pet 5:8-11, exactly what I need. Initially I'd just like to read 1 Pet 5:7, but somehow my eyes saw 1 Pet 5:8, so Praise God!!!! He answers my prayer very quickly.
- At the prayer meeting tonite, Andy (WL) sang Great & Mighty is He, Awesome in this place, How great is our God, Mighty to save. It seemed that God wanted to reveal Himself to ppl that He is great. I was amazed, coz earlier in the aft as I seek God personally, I felt like declare His greatness and might too. I sang I lift your name on high, How great Thou Art, What a mighty God we serve. I was glad that I can be flowing with God's Spirit. It's very encouraging to know that God is close to me.
v1: God rewards acts/deeds done in secret. If our motives are pure, we won't mind if people don't notice our actions at all.
>> Specific Words:
v1: I need to also focus on what I do in secret or when nobody sees, because it really shows whether I am truly God's disciple. To be consistent (not being a hypocrite), I need to be what I am whether people are around me or not.
Q1:
Religious devotion to God is an honourable position and also can increase their influences and statues before others. Jesus denounced this practice, because it means their motives are selfish, instead of out of love for God and men.
Q2:
- The first time I learned enjoyment in prayer was when I feel pressured and it forced me to keep prayer and be honest with God. As I learned to be honest with God, I discovered that God is a very loving and gentle God. He cares for me (1 Pet 5:7). I remembered the time when I lost words in my prayer and I only can pray in the Spirit (speak in tongue) and worship Him for who He is. And suddenly, He just touched my heart with the assurance that He is with me and He cares, then tears just overflowing in me.
- I have a place where I like to pray to seek God.. I like to go to gardens to pray, coz it helps me to see God's greatness through nature, such as trees, birds and skies. It gives me more peace too. In a room, often I find that the short ceiling seems blocking my eyest to see God's greatness. Another favourite place is of course my room, coz it's where I sleep and the reflection of my being and personality.
- The more I pray, I experience more public victory coz I rise up in faith after prayer.
Q3:
God encourages me to not just focus on what I need to do before men, though often it's not to glorify myself but out of my commitment as God's disciples. He also wants me to focus on what I do in secret. I need to live up according to what I teach (Jam 3:1, 1 Cor 9:27).
>> Applications:
- Be consistent in the way I live, with or without people around me.
- Be prayerful as private victory will lead to public victory.
>> Spiritual experiences:
- This morning I asked God to help me to have more self control. I was asking God for the verses about self control that I can memorise. Just as I do this devotional, I discovered great verses, 1 Pet 5:8-11, exactly what I need. Initially I'd just like to read 1 Pet 5:7, but somehow my eyes saw 1 Pet 5:8, so Praise God!!!! He answers my prayer very quickly.
- At the prayer meeting tonite, Andy (WL) sang Great & Mighty is He, Awesome in this place, How great is our God, Mighty to save. It seemed that God wanted to reveal Himself to ppl that He is great. I was amazed, coz earlier in the aft as I seek God personally, I felt like declare His greatness and might too. I sang I lift your name on high, How great Thou Art, What a mighty God we serve. I was glad that I can be flowing with God's Spirit. It's very encouraging to know that God is close to me.
Monday 21 May 2007
"I'm not performing well under pressure, I'm anointed under pressure"
>> The Story
I found it difficult to serve God and do my PhD at the same time. I felt so much pressure inside. Then a thought just came, it means that I'm not good under pressure. In the job interview/resume, people usually say that they can perform well under pressure. It's what the employer look for anyway. So, how about me? Will there be anyone hiring me if I can't perform well under pressure?
As I seek God, He directed me to listen to my old prophecy (2001). I've listened to this prophecy many times and somehow, I always get something new & encouragement every time. There was a word by the prophet, "...I'm putting My anointing upon you if you stay faithful to Me...."
I believe that God is training me to be more reliance on Him. Just few days ago, I learned that being self sufficient is a form of pride (Grace Oriented Church teaching). Hence, I felt that I need to learn to empty myself so that God's strength may be in me.
It's like the story in 2 Kings 4: 1-7 about the widow's oil. The miraculous oil stopped flowing after the jar was full (v6). It means that God's anointing will only flow through me when I'm empty of myself. Therefore,
"I'm not performing well under pressure, I'm anointed under pressure"
I found it difficult to serve God and do my PhD at the same time. I felt so much pressure inside. Then a thought just came, it means that I'm not good under pressure. In the job interview/resume, people usually say that they can perform well under pressure. It's what the employer look for anyway. So, how about me? Will there be anyone hiring me if I can't perform well under pressure?
As I seek God, He directed me to listen to my old prophecy (2001). I've listened to this prophecy many times and somehow, I always get something new & encouragement every time. There was a word by the prophet, "...I'm putting My anointing upon you if you stay faithful to Me...."
I believe that God is training me to be more reliance on Him. Just few days ago, I learned that being self sufficient is a form of pride (Grace Oriented Church teaching). Hence, I felt that I need to learn to empty myself so that God's strength may be in me.
It's like the story in 2 Kings 4: 1-7 about the widow's oil. The miraculous oil stopped flowing after the jar was full (v6). It means that God's anointing will only flow through me when I'm empty of myself. Therefore,
"I'm not performing well under pressure, I'm anointed under pressure"
Saturday 12 May 2007
Day 10 "Mat 4:1-7"
>> Timeless Principles:
v2:
Jesus was hungry and yet able to overcome temptation. Temptation comes in an unexpected times, usually when we are weak and tired, but we need to rely on God to overcome it.
>> Specific Words:
v2:
I need to rely on God in my weakness point not to give in to temptation, also I need to always be ready, esp. in my weakness pt as this is the time when the temptation comes.
Q1:
Jesus was not only know God's Words, but He also obey it with the help of Holy Spirit.
Q2:
I'm developing the habit of weekly memory verse and catch up with my 1 year Bible to develop the conviction in my heart.
Q3:
Often I don't realise that I need to rely on God more than I thought, therefore I fall into temptation. As I acknowledge how much I really need Him indeed, I believe I can overcome temptation.
>> Applications:
- Be alert at all time, esp. in weakness pt so that will not fall under temptation
- Be serious & diligent (2 Tim 2:15) to study God's Words to have more conviction and victory in life
>> Spiritual experiences:
v2:
Jesus was hungry and yet able to overcome temptation. Temptation comes in an unexpected times, usually when we are weak and tired, but we need to rely on God to overcome it.
>> Specific Words:
v2:
I need to rely on God in my weakness point not to give in to temptation, also I need to always be ready, esp. in my weakness pt as this is the time when the temptation comes.
Q1:
Jesus was not only know God's Words, but He also obey it with the help of Holy Spirit.
Q2:
I'm developing the habit of weekly memory verse and catch up with my 1 year Bible to develop the conviction in my heart.
Q3:
Often I don't realise that I need to rely on God more than I thought, therefore I fall into temptation. As I acknowledge how much I really need Him indeed, I believe I can overcome temptation.
>> Applications:
- Be alert at all time, esp. in weakness pt so that will not fall under temptation
- Be serious & diligent (2 Tim 2:15) to study God's Words to have more conviction and victory in life
>> Spiritual experiences:
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